This he said to me.

Or rather what I said to him last night on the phone.

Was it another mistake?

It seems like I'm doing everything right, going along the correct path for everything else in my life, except for this, for him.

What I said only attached me closer to him when I should be focusing on disattaching myself because my nature boy is gone.

If that is my mistake, and I am going to continue making these mistakes.

Then, at this point all I can say is so be it.